SBUTLE CONFESSIONS.

i wont leave you hanging like how i am now. because i've told you everything you needed to know. its practically impossible. i'm not worth holding on. i'm not worth waiting for.
i'm not worth your attention. and in time, you'll find someone who is worth all that. someone who needs you as much as you need her. just wait for it. the one for you will come your way.
its just that its not me.

funny how seeing you used to make me smile. now when i see you. i smile for a different reason. i smile because i feel stupid. for being so into you that it hurts. and then now i see, maybe i was blind all along. go with her for all that i care. because in the end, you'll know that she's just using you. no one will care for you like i do.

life is complicated. very complicated.

and i'm never going on a blind date ever again.